The creation of an other dead account

"If all mankind could it was truth, it would be wiped out within a month. I would be in a month."
- Unknown

Hello fellow deviants. Even though I am not so fellow anymore. neither will I be a deviant either so I have a hard time thinking why I even should try to say so.

Neither will I be around anymore. I went to psychologist the other day for the first time. Damn it was hard. A hell lot of talks and a bit of tests to see if I was either keep going or not. Of course I was close to the "should keep going" but had the came to can cope with not going at all if wanted" Of course it had to be that way.
I've decided to keep going though. I get to get mind fixed. I can't be an insane idiot all my life even though the possibility exists.

I will now leave DeviantArt and pretty much will leave the community- thinking behind for a very long time forth. I will however never return to dA.

The deviations left behind is free for everyone to use in their projects. I don't care if you credit me or not. It's up to you.

`ChewedKandi I thank you for your gift. The subscription has been wonderful the time I've had it. I'm sorry I couldn't use it fully. It's an other thing that I've failed in.

Everyone that stod by my side during my time at dA - for a longer time or that I have met just recently: It was a pleasure to know you, talk to you and not least be your friend. I feel honored.

`zetab & `NyssaB I wish you two all luck in the world. Two wonderful persons and I had the honor to meet them - Thank you. Thanks for letting me know you a bit better. Wish I could be as strong as you.

Permanent leaving
I will leave forever. Thank you for taking your time reading this piece of information. It is the last public words from me.  
This account will hopefully be my last monument of stupidity.


_{It's facinating how fast it goes to delete memories. I have deleted all my earlier journals which contained memories from Dec 2003. Now there are no more.}


Edit!
It has come to my knowledge that °jark is leaving the staff - This has NOTHING to do with it. It's just a sad coincidence.